Alone

Why do I have to be the one that's alone? All of my relationships, from the ones before marriage to my marriage, were with men that were definitely not the right person for me. I was just so desperate to be loved and to have someone. Is that part of my life all over? Is it possible that I could find true love? I feel pretty hopeless that it will ever happen for me.

Depression

Depression is ruining my life and I don't know how to stop it. I'm so tired of living this way. I need an escape hatch.