I am so afraid of the future particularly of my financial future. I'm scared out of my wits. How will I continue to support myself when the money that John has to send every month stops. It's only about a year from now. Now he's in the hospital for some kind of psychiatric reason and I don't know when I'll get my April check. If something happens to him how will I ever get the rest of the money owed to me and what will I do about the mortgage is in my name. I have no one to talk to about it except my counselor. Talking to someone just once a week isn't enough. I can't address all these concerns with Kristen every time I feel them. She gets frustrated and offers advice that I wish I was mentally capable of taking. I'm so afraid.
