It's been a long time since I have posted due to problems I was having signing in to my blog. Hopefully that won't happen again as I don't want to start another one!

Now to catch up: I've gained 20 lbs, am sleeping too much, and am lonely. That about sums it up. I am looking forward to time with my family this coming week but I am worried about it, too. I have little to no energy and feel emotionally vacant. Hopefully being with them will help me out of my slump. The extra 20 lbs is miserable. I've been eating to stuff down my emotions which is never good. At least I know that's why I am doing it but I feel like I can't stop. I've even been wondering if I ever should have gotten divorced. Crazy. At my last appointment, I asked my counselor if he thought I would ever work again. He feels that if I can ever get over the agoraphobia I have, then I could definitely work. I told him I hope so as I cannot imagine living the rest of my life this way.