All I wanted was love and someone to share my life with. To grow old with. How did everything go so wrong. I'm so tired of being lonely. I miss hugs and kisses. There were some fun times. But by the end the bad definitely outweighed the good. I've lost all hope of ever finding love again. I need to find love within myself but that seems impossible. I am disgusted by the person I have allowed myself to become. Inwardly and outwardly.