I was so down last week and I just don't know why. There were times I wanted to burst into tears (but never did) and days when I spent too much time in bed. I did swim daily-most of the time twice a day. My high as far as the number of laps per day was 336. Other days I did between 200 and 300. I'm seeing my counselor tomorrow and am interested in discussing my recent change in mood. It seems like the month of August really saw a change for the better with my depression (for the most part). Now I feel like I am sliding back. I've been thinking about my mom much more lately. I cannot believe it's been almost four years since I gave her that final kiss goodbye (I didn't know it was final at the time). How I would treasure just one more moment with her.
Time to stop writing. The tears are starting to flow.
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